--T E A S E R--
On the Bridge acting Captain Beverly Crusher looked as regal as Deanna had ever seen her, and equally satisfied.
"Counselor Deanna Troi reporting back on board." She announced formally. Formality and duty seemed to be the only things holding
her together.
"Deanna! Welcome back!" Crusher's features beamed at her friend and she moved to stand up. With a simple gesture
Deanna indicated Beverly to stay in her chair. "Oh, thats an ugly bruise. What happened?"
"Just anoth--"
"And where are your shoes?!"
If she wasn't feeling the way she was, this was something she would've laughed at, but she couldn't find the
strength to try and fake a smile. "Occupational hazard. Did the others beam back yet?"
Beverly shook her head. "No. We're continuously scanning the direct surroundings of the building, but there's
no sign of them yet. You look exhausted. Why don't you stop by Sickbay for a check-up and to take care of that bruise and
then try to get some sleep? I'll alert you as soon as they beam back."
Gratefully the Counselor nodded. "Aye Captain."
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Going
back to his empty quarters with all the thoughts that were running through his mind didn't seem very appealing and so he directed
the lift to Ten Forward. He could do with a drink.
The large area was crowded as it always was after a tense mission, which was why he avoided coming there until most of the
officers where either a sleep or on duty. Right now he didn't mind the humming of voices around him.
He found a free spot at the bar and watched the staff hurrying to keep up with the costumers, noting to his regret that Guinan
was no where in sight. Just then the dark-skinned El-Aurian, dressed in a dress so blue it nearly hurt his eyes, walked out
of the room adherent to the bar. "Captain." She greated him, and walked away from him.
A little surprised he watched and waited, feeling silly by just sitting there without having something to drink or someone
to talk to. Just when his discomfort was growing to a point where he decided to leave, Guinan came back and gave him a drink
as blue as her dress.
She
watched him as he tasted the liquid and he tried hard not to show that he really didn't like the drink. Guinan smiled benignly
and dove back under the counter. He heard bottles being pushed around. "Ah ha! There you are." She stood back up, took a few
moments to smooth the crinkles out of her dress and then put a small pink bottle --no taller than five centimeters--
next ot his glass. With slow and deliberate movements she unscrewed the cork and sniffed the content. "I forgot." She said
and tipped the bottle. One drop escaped from its slender neck and mixed with the blue in his glass. He expected a grand color
change to happen, or perhaps an explosion. Guinan always had a, curios way of brewing drinks, but nothing happened this time.
"Surprised?"
"Yes."
Jean-Luc admitted slowly.
"Not all changes are visible, taste it." He did so, trusting that the taste would be much more agreeable to him now, but still
experiencing the lingering taste of last time. And indeed, the liquid was less sweet now and had a distinct fruity-taste.
"Of course, now that it has changed, it can't go back to the way it was. You cannot see that one pink drop amongst all the
others, but it is there and it does influence the blue."
Picard
stared at his mysterious friend. He understood what she was saying, that he couldn't expect everything to be as it had been
after any change, yet he didn't see why she would remind him. He had learned that particular lesson long ago.
Guinan reached back under the counter and pulled up a large bottle that held green liquid. "I could add a drop of this." She
told him, putting the new bottle next to the small pink one. "And the taste of the drink would change again. I don't think
you would like it though, but there's no way you could revert the drink back."
"I can get a new drink."
"Can you get a new Ship's Counselor?"
Startled he watched his friend. He couldn't recall her being this straightforward before. "I don't expect her to be the same!"
He exclaimed before he could catch himself.
Guinan smiled again. "Did I say that?" Picard shook his head, not in agreement but in acknowledgement of the situation, too
aware of the laughter in her brown eyes. "Take this drink. It's really a combination of two different drinks and each is a
collection of many different chemicals, but the differences complement each other. If I would've added green instead of pink
the combination would have been different. Perhaps less enjoyable to you, but more enjoyable to the next person."
What was she trying to tell him? She wasn't talking about what had happened, but seemed to talk about something that was going
to happen. The El-Aurian didn't give him a chance to question, retreating to a just arrived Worf, a prune juice already in
hand.